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Fuck everything.
I’m done with this planet.
I lost you in an ocean of confusion.
You were my summer breath, the sunlight in my eyes.
A place for me to call home.
I just wish I weren’t such a fool,
to leave what we could have had in the vast unknown.
Sanctuary lover,
you were the one that got away…
It didn’t last long the first time, and it probably won’t last long the next time, either. Why must chicken taste so good?
I wake up every day with my mind shooting in 1,000 different places at once. I feel so rushed to move out, get a job, get my license and go to school, finish my education. But fuck, I just hate the way our society runs. I know I’ve vented about this a million times but why the fuck should I have to put myself in thousands of dollars worth of debt if I’m going to be getting a job to support MY community? Then, I’m going to be living years of my life afterwards worrying about all the damn bills I have to pay. I’m afraid to even get my G1 because the thought of driving gives me anxiety. I can’t walk through a crowd of people without feeling anger and disgust, because I believe there are just too many of us. It’s to the point now where dreams are meaningless because there will always be someone better than you. So many fucking people on this planet and we are all a bunch of wasteful, self-absorbed fucks. I hate it, because on one hand, I’ve given up on the human race, and on the other hand, I’m hopeful. Hopeful for change. But my patience is wearing thin, and these constant sleepless nights are killing me. Fuck everything, we’re all a bunch of hypocrites.